Future Exploration


I made a joke to my boyfriend about owning a brothel of sex dolls and thought to myself, I would make an amazing brothel owner. With a giggle to myself, I debated on where I think I would be career wise down there road.
I found some old notebooks from school with ideas on what I’d be doing at this point in my life, so I’m also maybe going to offer those thoughts up to be judged fairly. Feel free to mock me, I’m doing it to myself anyway.

I had this vision in high school (at least apparently because my memory is still fucky) of being a computer scientist. Something about being the person who made the program that could save lives was everything I wanted to achieve, that, and an education. Recently I’ve been thinking about going back to school but honestly I hate, and I mean hate, the education system. It isn’t my thing and I’ll just suffer. The way I’m learning skills now is just more fluid and better for my mental health.

My real dream job though is to be an author, for now anyway. Telling stories is just something I love to do. I don’t know what it is, but sharing my writing with people really warms my heart. Showing off something I made and am actually proud of is kind of neat. Especially after putting in days worth of work into editing and planning. I think as a future career goal, I’d like to write and share stories and ideas. I’ve been making up some content so let’s see in six months where I’ve gone with this. Or even in a year! Plus, learning and working on this the way that I have has been really good for me. Improving my vocabulary and developing a good habit is also a bonus.

As for whether or not I’ll still be working where I am, I honestly don’t know. So far I really enjoy what I’m doing and don’t want to leave. Plus, it makes for some funny content. I’ve got a good team and I’m learning a lot at the same time. My fingers are crossed that I continue to enjoy life and everything that’s thrown my way!

Beautiful picture my buddy took. His Instagram

As a side note, today is the anniversary of my grandmother passing. I wanted it documented somewhere just how much she meant to me.

Anyway, thanks for stopping by today. Go check out that link on that picture and support a friend of mine! And as always, thanks for reading!
— Deryn

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